Some days I just want to run away. I want to hide. & who am I hiding from? I am hiding from myself. There are times in life where I need to pull myself away from everything it knows and settle somewhere peaceful... under the wings of God. I am so ADD sometimes that I get distracted from what I should be doing and I do something else. It's selfish really. My relationship with the Lord is "indispensable." There is no other relationship with any being that is such. Sure, when you get married that relationship becomes even more indispensable, but, if that bond is broken (death, divorce... etc.) the person is not indispensable themselves... but rather their essence is indispensable. Who they were, & their impact on our lives is something of worth that can never be replaced. It brings me back to scripture talking about "storing up our treasures in heaven and not on earth." I find myself in need from my friends rather than coming to the Lord in prayer. Trust needs to be put in Gods hands. So as I run from myself and learn from myself & grow... I pray I can gain wisdom and strength to press through the challenges of life.
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