When life is filled with excitement and booked schedules it can be hard for all things to come to an end. Everything ceases and there is a drop in neurotransmitters. A low level of neurotransmitters can make one feel lonely and depressed. I will admit that sometimes I have this problem. I get bored with catching up on sleep, I find myself restless to have plans or something to do. It is hard for me to sit still and be alone. I have recently missed out on spending meaningful time with God. In the midst of the crazy moving out, moving in, graduation, Bye Bye Birdie, and getting in a car wreck, a lot has happened that consumed most of my time. My journals and bible and devo books were somewhere in the midst of boxes and bags. I made an effort to read out of my devos on my iPhone but, i find it to not be as fulfilling as meditating on a verse or chapter. Last night was a blessing. First I went to a bachelorette party and then went over to Megs apt to visit her and her sickly self. We sat and literally talked for about almost 4 hours. In that for hours I was so blessed. So many words were spoke that I took note of and took to heart as encouragement and hope. It also made me aware of some very important things that I should be praying about. & you know what else. something amazing happened. prayer was answered. almost a year later. a year was what it took to awaken someone's heart and move mountains in their spirit. i could not help myself... i was crying uncontrollably and shaking... my teeth were chattering and I just felt a release... a cry of answered promise. I was so completely overwhelmed. It felt and it felt deep. Oh my Lord how beautiful and wonderful he is. He loves His children and will take care of them.
“For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.” - Psalm 139:13-14
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